After a good cry, I tend to get a migraine. I am not sure what triggers it but it is true. I had one all day today and it is still with me. Even though I was in pain for most of the day, I felt better. I think I needed to get rid of some pent up emotions and cry. I am honest as I can be on this blog but now and then, I can’t figure out how to write about something and it sits in my head and ferments.
It all came out yesterday with that cry. Pent up feelings of missing Mom, loneliness, a bit of despair that I will end up alone, not being able to do some of the stuff last night right, work not going well…I feel that I want to be in a different place before I turn 40 in a year and half.
At least today is Wednesday and it is down hill to Friday. I am looking forward to the slow weekend I have ahead of me. I don’t have any plans and that suits me well. Sometimes I am just too busy or the opposite, not busy enough. I think I am going to sleep most of the weekend away. That sounds like a plan to me.