I am hoping that with my mother’s death, I will once again be close to one of my sisters. We are a small family and I want to be connected to the one I have. Maybe it is wishful thinking but I am going to make my best effort to get closer to my sister. My nephews are growing up and I feel like I am not being a good aunt. I want to be closer to them. They seem to be fine little men.
I have been feeling sad over the last few days but not overwhelmingly so. I had the urge to sleep yesterday after the funeral and I did. I took a long nap. I feel much better today. Tomorrow is my first therapy appointment since Mom went down hill and died. I have a lot to talk about.
I am looking forward to this weekend. I don’t have many plans except to get my hair cut. I just hope to relax and try to unwind a bit from the events over the last 2 weeks.