I am here! Sort of.
I need a vacation of some sort.
I saw that rodent saw his shadow today. How anyone can think that this can predict the weather is beyond me. I know the story behind the tradition. Yet, there are conflicting groundhogs. Make up your mind rodents!
Either way, there are six weeks of winter left anyways. It is a hard time of the year for me to get through. The long endless days of blahness are ahead. There are no holidays to look forward too until Memorial Day at the end of May. I can feel myself getting into the midwinter funk and I need to stop it.
In other news, I am withdrew my name from weight loss surgery. I can’t do it. I can’t. I went back to Weight Watchers. I lost 1.4 pounds my first week after traveling, pizza, being sick, a 3 course brunch and such. I had them write “SILENT WEIGH IN” on my booklet so they will not tell me either way and I will only look if I am feeling mentally up to it. I am trying not to dwell too much on it. I have been way way way too obsessed with it in the past and I want to do this healthy. My weigh in day is Tuesday.
I do like the new WW system. My eating has changed. I am not eating as much. I don’t know if that is good or bad. Time will tell.