This week’s 6 Weeks of Bliss topic is what health and wellness item is on the top of my list this year.
If I could have ANYTHING to help me become healthier, I would want a normal brain.
One where I could have high self esteem.
One where I would not think of myself as worthless.
Most of my problems have been wrapped up not so nicely in depression and self-hatred. I want to be free but like most of life’s problems, they won’t go away with the EASY button.
I wonder what life would have been like if my brain was on my side for once. Since I can’t go back in time, I would love some true healing, even if just for a little while.
I am going to give myself the gift of taking care of myself.
I do care about myself.
I could use books or lotion or a purse, but really I NEED to treat myself better and that is my holiday gift to myself.
Today was a day I could have used the self esteem fairy.
My stomach was doing flip flops all day at work and I felt just blah, which is a trigger for my wandering brain. I felt this overwhelming feeling a hopelessness. It helped that I was allowed to leave a little early but this year, the holiday is having a real feeling of loneliness this year. I am not sure what is bringing it on.